I'm at work now.. and I'll be here till 11bloody30pm. Yes.. on afternoon shift. But one good thing though, I'm feeling quite chirpy. Yes.. no sinking feeling. No 'I want to cry but dont know why' feeling. I had that on Tuesday. First thing that came to me when I opened my eyes was that I feel so depressed. Dont know why. I just felt like crying. Well.. I think it's prolly cos I bloody hate my job.. and myself. But.. ok.. that's Tuesday, now it's Friday. Guess what? Me & Fendy are planning to go to Bintan on 23-25 Sept. Hopefully I'll get to swop my off day. I think I'll have to beg my colleague but I think it's worth it. I so miss Bintan. I really hope this will materialize. I need a break and I need the sun, the sand and the sea. No sunburn this time round though. Hehe. Learned my lesson when I came back with pink and brown patches on my face last time. I dont know if Fendy's friends will be joining us this time round. But honestly, the more the merrier. I'm fine as long as they don't crash with us. I HATE sharing bathrooms with guys. Fendy has been educated (by me) to lift the toilet seat up when he pees and not to leave any hair (body,head or pubic) anywhere in the bathroom. Yes, not even in the tub. I have this thing abt hair. I love it (on the chest,leg and arm) only when it's still stuck on your body. And Fendy darling knows it. ;p Anyway, let's hope everything will go along just fine. I need this break like desperately. Besides, if we dont go before the fasting month, then we wont be able to go till like March next year. Cos it's the monsoon season and the beach will be infested with jellyfish. I know jellyfish stings are not really harmful (unless it's that deadly species from Australia) and that just a dab of vinegar will ease the sting but I heard from a friend that it leaves ugly marks. Argh. I know. Furthermore, Fendy and his friends said that ppl said that urine will ease the sting too. I cant imagine Fendy peeing on me (although I think he'll be delirious if he's able to do so!).. Ewww.. I refuse to even watch him pee, what more have him pee on me!! Hehe.. so I think it's best to go to Bintan now!!
Ok now peeps.. wish me luck ok. Hopefully a kind soul will agree to swop off day with me.
~your smile made the difference~
--9/09/2005 03:41:00 PM--
