Ok, I went for the test. It was super difficult! There are 3 tests, 40 questions each and you are given 18 minutes per paper. Sucky right? But, hehe, I passed and I was shortlisted for an interview! I dont think I will get the position though! I am just so unlucky. Gosh, I just feel like shit! It will be on Wednesday but I will be working. I tried desperately to swop offdays with my colleagues but unfortunately, nobody was able to swop. SOOOoooooooooo, I will have to take MC! :( And the worst thingy is that 2 of my colleagues had just been terminated cos of their MCs. And word has it that there is another 15 people on a to-be-terminated list. FUCK. I think I should be one of them. Cos of my MCs. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Then, I heard that 3 colleagues were given 3 months to improve their KPI or they will have to leave. *Sigh* It is people's ricebowl we're talking abt here. How can somebody just come and start terminating people? People who have worked their asses off the past couple of years or so? How can she be so heartless? Damn it! If I lose this job, me and Fendy will die!! Fendy went for an interview at a polytechnic just now. It is a teaching position and they said they will recommend him but the new dept will only open next year. Also, the final decision will be made by the directors. They will revert to my dearest darling only next mth. *Sigh* I really hope my interview will turn out well. I am sick of this place. And, it doesnt offer me stability or a sense of security anymore. Not since this B#### took over.
Everything is just going down, down, down. I feel shitty. And I feel down. I hope things will work out. I hope I will get that job.
~your smile made the difference~
--8/01/2005 05:27:00 PM--
