8 days to the new year.. 35 days to Bintan Bintan Bo Bintan Banana Fana Fo Fintan MiMa Mo Mintan Bintan... Many days to my birthday.. and Many many days to Fendy's birthday.. ;p
Speaking of the new year.. i am gonna be stuck at home.. argh.. cos there is a New Year Show @ Orchard and Fendy has to work. Dang. I was thinking of going.. No.. not Sentosa.. i cant stand that..! I was thinking of going Banghra or somethingY.. afterall.. how often can i go clubbing right? My parents would definitely gimme special permission to go home late.. but well.. they can take that back. Anyway.. it is not a big deal.. i will prolly sit at home or perhaps join Fendy.. i can just sit there and watch him work. ;p I love watching him work.. (he looks macho ;p).. and he is good at it.. and ok.. he does occasionally blow kisses and winks at me.. hehe.. sweet darling.. he can still make me blush aft 2 1/2 years! But.. i dont like it that he keeps telling everyone.. ie the performers, managers and whatevers.. that I am his gf.. i mean that is so not neccesary.. and that is oh-so-embarassing!
OOh.. ive veered off again.. i wanted to talk abt the new year.. my instincts are telling me that 2005 will be a year full of changes and will be a BIG year for me.. no.. not in terms of marriage (that we hope will be - 11/06/06!).. but maybe change of jobs and all that..! Hrmph.. for once.. i am kinda excited and looking forward to it.. though i am so not looking forward to being 25.. dang.. i am OLD.. OLD.. OLD! :( Fortunately.. Fendy is older.. so that is rather comforting.. but i think i should start buying all those anti-ageing products and use SPF and all that.. I want to age gracefully.. without plastic surgery.. and i dont want to get all wrinkly like a raisin (though i love eating them..Yum yum!)when i am like 30+. Dang.. i am so scared. To put it in a bad way.. i will be 30 minus 5.. shucks.. when i put it that way.. i feel reaaaallly old. And.. oh.. i think i better start a diet & exercise regime.. i want to be slim on my wedding day. ;p And i think i should start going to Yun Nam.. i think my hair needs more friends..
~your smile made the difference~
--12/23/2004 04:16:00 PM--
