Is there something wrong with me? Why do so many people dislike or hate me? I feel that so strongly. Do i have attitude problem or they just find me irritating? I dont know. I wish i know. Boy.. i sooo feel down. *Sobs* Am i so bad? Am i so god awful? Am i such a worthless person? *Sob* What did i do? Is it the way i talk? Or the words i say? Or am i such a boring and nagging bitch? Or is it because i am so unpredictable with my temper? Hrmmpph... i hope i will get through life. *Sobs*
Why am i so unhappy?.. hrmphh... Or rather.. why am i so unhappy at one moment and happy at another? I am a walking contradiction. Is that why? Is that why? Is that why? I am never contented. I am so complex that i dont know what i want! Hrmph.. Answerssss.. i need answersss!
Why am i so useless? Why? I cant even sort myself financially. Why? Why am i such a loser? Why am i so pathetic? Why am i so disgustingly undisciplined? Why am i so weaK? Hrmpph...!
~your smile made the difference~
--6/13/2004 09:24:00 PM--
