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Saturday, May 29, 2004

Dreams & Ticking Biological Clocks..


I have been having the same kind of dreams the past 2 weeks. It is either about me getting married, me looking for a house with Fendy or me having babies. Weird aint it. Although the dreams are not exactlyunpleasant, it is rather upsetting when you wake and realize that you are not married, no house (still has curfew) and no babies.

One particular dream goes like this..'Me and Fendy were at this house. Initially the house looks small but then there is a long hall which leads to a bigger hall and there is this huge balcony facing the beach. It was simply breathtaking and then it turns out that it is actually two units combined into one. Me and Fendy was so happy'. Then i woke up and realized that was just a dream.

Another one goes like this..' I was at a stadium-like place (dont know for what though) then i saw my youngest brother and he has this baby with him. The baby was okay for a while, then he started screaming his heart out. Everybody was looking at the baby. Then i rushed to the baby to try to pacify him. That was when i realize that that was my son. As everybody was looking at us and whispering to one another, i had to take the baby out. Then all of a sudden, i was alone at the stadium and cradling the baby in my arms. The baby has huge pores'. Then i was awaken by my mum's voice. Weird and scary!

Why do i have these dreams? I really have no idea why i keep dreaming of these things. Do i want these things ie. marriage, babies & house badly? Am i going thru a quarter life crisis (albeit an early one)? Or is my biological clock ticking? Hrmmphh!



~your smile made the difference~
--5/29/2004 02:22:00 PM--


The One In Love

HaZ
18 April 1980
Singapore
Crazy about Fendy
Loves Shopping & Reading
Mad about The Beatles, The Doors,
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